Monday, September 08, 2014


I would like to publicly apologize for using the social media to say that my mother sexually abused me.  This was wrong and I am sorry for any harm it caused my family.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Monday, August 11, 2014

Bob marley "no woman no cry" 1979

MY IMPRISONMENT AT HARBORVIEW: UPDATE or Thanks for the lobotomy Ma!

I got discharged from Harborview today due to the excellent efforts of my public defender Marian Naden (who is always thanks again Marian).

The first thing I have to say is that when you are abducted by the EMT goons (one of whom had a gun tatooed to the back of his right wrist.) and manacled to a gurney for over 48 hours and urinating myself over three times due to the fact that it is humanely impossible to break through steel manacles with your wristbones) and much more comfortable to piss yourself...huh? where was i.

The first thing that happens when you are put into a "psychiatric ward" is that everyone assumes you have no insight or self knowledge..they also assume that you are a Christian (which I am not ...I;m a Taoist/Buddhist).  They also assume that you are totally okay with the mindfuck/Christian fundmentalists known as ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOS (sp?)_who cares AA. bunch CHristian bullshit...and what is the absolute worst about a psychiatric ward is that NOBODY WILL LET YOU SMOKE A FUCKING CAMEL CIGARETTE.) FUCK THAT SHIT.  I COULD TOLERATE MOST THING S but not letting me smoke a cigarette..that is un-fucking-AMerican.  

Anyway I was discharged and im beginning to enjoy being a ex-patient.  THat is all.  Oh yeah the doctors are all control freaks, they have a sadistic German nurse who likes to wear tight clothes that show her great ass and tits, they have a buncha Jesus freak nurses too, they also...and this is the big one...have a nurse who may possibly have Munchausen Syndrome By-Proxy....that's a doozy.

NEW UPDATE: My investigation of  Seattle's WaterWorks AND the upcoming plot of my new NOVEL Night of the Space Zombie Vampires aka Blue Moon Zombies/Vampires....all facts will be revealed on Thursday.



Gun's N' Roses - Knockin On Heavens Door

Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (Official Video)

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Leaving Harborview on Monday...

I'm leaving Harborview Medical Hospital (aka Arkham Asylum for the Criminally Insane) on Monday after I go to court.  THe psycho theRAPISTS here seem to think i need to be classified as a less prestrictive outpatient.  Little do they know that I AM AN INNOCENT MAN with NO ARREST RECORD and no history of assaults or theft.  I know i know...I'm lucky not to be in King County Jail again. I am also lucky to have been seeing a reknowned psychologist for the last three years (John Whitehead) who specialises in helping people with AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER (a very misunderstood condition).  I'm very happy to have him as a friend because I HAVE BEEN ABUSED by my BIRTH PARENTS and PSYCHO-RAPISTS ALL MY FUCKING LIFE (INCLUDING THE SEATTLE POPO).  In less than 24 hours I will be a FREE BITCH and I WILL HAVE NO GUILT. FLY FLY FLY...FLY FLY FLY...FLY FLY FLY.
Since I have little friends in the neighborhood I will probably throw myself a party.


i WANT TO WATCH MALTESE FALCON,  GODFATHER PT II, and more movies i cant think of.

UPDATES WILL BE POSTED TOMORROW:...AS NEEDED but for tonight I want to keep my SUPERGENIUS BRAIN SUPERCOOOL AS A CUCUMBER. STEADY AS A ROCK. ALso I have one NURSE who definitely qualifies as having Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy.

Sammy Davis Jr - The Candy Man (1972)

Wednesday, August 06, 2014

Стереографические картинки (Совеем недавно, стереографические картинки ассоциировались в нашем сознании исключительно с вязью из наслоенных друг на друга изображений, образующих замысловатую вязь, среди которой при определённом )

Стереографические картинки (Совеем недавно, стереографические картинки ассоциировались в нашем сознании исключительно с вязью из наслоенных друг на друга изображений, образующих замысловатую вязь, среди которой при определённом )

My imprisonment at Harborview 5 West Hospital A (19th day)

Dain Fagerholm at Harborview Medical Center 5 West Hospital A August 6, 2014
Just for clarification for people who dont know about my status, I have been detained for the past 19 days at Harborview Inpatient Psychiatry (5 West Hospital A) in Seattle.  My public defender said it would be better than going to jail for strongarm robbery of a cigarette (that would be the most ridiculous felony ever if I were to be prosecuted for that).  So I took the fourteen days at Harborview.  The doctors here filed a 60 day extension last Friday and hopefully I get a court date this coming Monday to determine if I am a threat to myself or others.

   The time I have spent here have been fucking terrible.  I have had female nurses sadistically taunt me,  I have had female nurses look at me urinating.   I have been manacled to a gurney for over 24 hours (so long that I actually had to urinate on myself.  The psychiatrists at this Hospital are sadistic assholes. fucking awful.  I have a control freak psychiatrist named Dr. Veitengruber who is certifiable if he thinks I have manic depression or bipolar.  I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder at the C.A.R.E. clinic in 2010 and nobody wants to hear about a diagnosis that conflicts with Dr. V's diagnosis.  I have nothing but contempt for the psychiatric industry as a whole they are all a bunch of NUTBALLZ.   DA SHIT IZ BANANAS!

MEanwhile I have been doing the Sarah Conner routine from Terminator 2.  Namely keeping my core muscles engaged.  Practicing mindfulness medidtation and, above all  STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF.  I am a 43 year old man with autism spectrum disorder complicated by PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).  I hope when this is all over I will still be able to walk dogs at the Seattle Humane Society.  I am most thankful for my friend Sean who is taking care of my dog Buddha right now.  I cannot wait to get out of this hellhole.  The first thing I am going to do is buy a pack of Camel unfiltered cigarettes and roll a fat Blueberry Cheesecake joint and go walk Buddha (my dog).


Share It